March 2010
i went to monterey this weekend. be prepared for a...
the aquarium is so beautiful!! :) and so is the 17-mile drive!
i wish that you could take a walk in my shoes.
many people think that i am boring or just being a big wuss about everything. but, there is so much more to it. i just wish that some people could see that. maybe then, i would have some genuine friends that i could really be me with.
life hates me. it's official.
=(
sorry yall.
i have been seriously missing. i have not been having the best weekend. in fact, it has been extremely horrible. i am trying to have a positive outlook and all that good stuff. but idk. like it said in this one episode of dr. oz, i gotta get rid of all my extra baggage before i can let the positive thoughts roll in. and, boy oh boy, i have a tonnn of extra baggage. i don’t know whatttt i...
today, i had a mini photoshoot with myself on the...
too bored. and trying to enjoy the sun! :)
pictures will be posted soon. lol.
If he misses you, he’ll call. If he wants you,...
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so i'll sit in the shower until my skin prunes up,...
why me?
how weird.
someone definitely just called my phone and knew my name…and said that i gave them my number at the club last night. how weird, i didn’t go to the club last night. and, i definitely did not give my number out when i went to that alpha party. somebody playing tricks on me…not cool!
The Lost Soul.
She stares in the mirror. Who is looking back? She blinks and blinks. As she watches the watery eyes of the girl get sadder and sadder, drops begin to fall. She wonders what makes the girl so sad. The girl is so beautiful yet there is something missing. Surely the girl has everything she could want. But, she on the other hand doesn’t have anything. She thinks, if only I could be as...
gah!
i just realized that she trimmed hella much off from my hair. whatever, at least it is healthy now. that’s what i get for waiting 7 months for a trim.
my eyes look so sad =/
maybe it is just because i was sick…but really, i hate when my eyes don’t light up.
wanna see if my smile is real or fake? look into my eyes.
i don't give you enough credit.
i never believe you when you tell me something nice. or when you say that you care. or when you say you are being real. i never give you enough credit. but, this weekend showed me that you can be there for me when i need you. even when i am not there for myself. i’m sorry that i underestimated you. :)
today sucked.
i am too worried about nothing. that may be something. if that makes any sense. and i got sick. yay. well, at least i diddd get to see my sister and her family. and we finallyyy watched precious! :)
lies.
he tried to lie to me about it too. and called me from her phone. are you serious dude? i’m definitely not as stupid as you think i am…
nobody gives me enough credit when it comes to my common sense.
i’m not as stupid as i look. or act. i’m a klutz sometimes. and talk “white” according to some people…but i am not stupid.
turn around. . .
so like 10 minutes after my last post on tumblr last night, this guy i used to talk to like 2 years a go but am still cool with called me. i saw his call and debated whether or not i wanted to pick up. but then, i was just like…what the hey, let me just pick it up. he lives near me…and he told me he was back home from college and at his house and he was going to the club. and could i...
my shuffle is on point tonight.
first, call tyrone-erykah badu.
second, lions tigers & bears-jazmine sullivan.
third, final goodbye-rihanna.
fourth, ben-michael jackson.
oh itunes, you know how i am feeling.
the last post was just to validate my thoughts on how big of a bop someone can be. not because i would do that. neverrrrr.
ladies…would you give a dude head before you kissed him??
halffilipina asked: indeed it seems like that, haha i have been dating my books for 4 months now (: because of stupid guy... lol
halffilipina asked: Some never do and some eventually do when they realize they fucked up. But its too late for those ones who realize what they did was wrong because us ladies have moved on to bigger & better things .. well guys (: lol
halffilipina asked: guys are stupid right ? smh..
worst night. ever.
sorry yall. i don’t have my diary or else this would be there and not here. but you will just have to deal with another venting post from me for now. =/ so…today…my ex-boyfriend knocks on my door…and i am hella surprised and kinda happy to be honest. but, i am on my way out the door and tell him that he can come with if he wants to. we are having a cool day....
my mind is totally vacant lately. =/
i have nothing cool or meaningful to say anymore. i feel like i am only thinking in songs and pictures.
today.
sucked. lol. that is all. i barely even remember the events of today. all i know is that i have a midterm tomorrow. and i haven’t studied for it enough. study for a couple (1.5) more hours. shower. sleeeeeep.
=( =( spring break, come to me already!!
